ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS

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it's as the world is...


SONG
in the beak of one bird...


I STAND
before the tree...


PLUS A DAY
the eastern light...


ME STANDING STILL
by my feet infant trees...


10/8/03
trunk in the forest lit...


APPLE AND NEARFULL MOON
first bite of an apple...


SUNSET AUTUMN
the brilliant west...


UNEXPECTED LOVE
the cranes hovering...


STILL POOL
inked by falling leaves...


10/23/03
moody cemetery...


ACROSS IN
air...


IN MY NEW BLACK JACKET
beanfields shake their rattles...


OUR TRIP
it is like...


ALAN AFTER HE LEFT
missed out on certain sundays...


5:55
moon gone...


SOMETIME IN THE SEASON
a shower blowing headlines past...


THE HILL WAS BRIGHT GREEN
the crow was darker...


FOLLOWING
the road coming out of my mouth...


NEW SORROWS EVERY DAY
the birds flying through my head...


REAL REMEMBRANCE
the wind as the weather changes...


MY POEMS
I said and then paused...


12/1/03
branches bare their birds to the wind...


LONG FULL
the evening land...


AROUND
the way the world looked to him...


ON THE WORLD
this world is one...


FROM THIS BLUFF
trees having shed their leaves...


WOODS: ZONE
where loneliness finds itself...


THEFT OF A LINE FROM WRIGHT
when the sea comes back...


WILDNESS COMES BACK
The wild in America is contained, pushed back, owned by the people...


3/1/04
the road is quiet...


AUTOBIOGRAPHY VOL. III
in the desert of eternity...


FOR ONCE
setting a course...


YELLOW BIRCH RAVINE, HEMLOCK CLIFFS
go an hour south...


PRESERVED
how a house becomes a ruin...


INSTANT PRACTICE
I have failed...


TEACHER
breath of breaths...


UNTIL
this dream we are living...


OF THE NINETEEN THOUSAND
of the nineteen thousand days of my life so far...


UNDISTURBED
The night after the poetry reading I slept well but towards morning...


SHORT SPRING SHOPPING LIST
forsythia...


WAZOO,
out the:...


7/20/04
the dead wood's fruit...


ELEGY
told me two weeks before he died...


MY CAREER I
near the cascades leaping recklessly...


MY CAREER II
standing on the vast roof that evening...


UNAFFLICTED
summer somnia...


WHAT I NOTICED AND WHAT I THOUGHT
trees shook by wind...


PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE
so happy with me...


WHILE THE MASS EXTINCTIONS
went on there were...


LEFT
to have waited...


LESSON
the heart tilted over...


MODERN SINKHOLES
near the house...


EVERYWHERE
this time of year...


WEEKEND SCENE
walking in circles forwards...


LAST DAY OF SUMMER
a tree lighter by a leaf...


DRY
the natives mow their lawns...


FIRST LIGHT
the other great example...


THE BOLD AND THE PALE
the morning glories have surged up the trellises...


I'M HAPPY
when I say I'm happy...

Listen!


EAST


East, innocence, enormous, a blush over half the sky.  Now that
we know the dryness of Death, does our knowledge have anything
left over for us?  Like a nectarine hidden in the tangled sha-
dows at the bottom of a ridge where everyone told us we would
come, dust-mouthed and anxious.  Death sits down to the table
with Fun, eating for those of us who wish to starve.  Shadows in
my head cool my thoughts down to their remnants, a useful char-
coal.  I am happy to serve Death dessert and to paint his toe-
nails afterwards. A heavy truck flies by me on the highway, its
rear end says East but it is headed the other way, a mystery, I
don't know the answer.  I wish my delirium had trousers it could
wear to go out in public without provoking comment, I wish the
police would add sheet to sheet till the paper evidence covered
it with discretion.  My bones are flutes all playing at once, my
record shows that I keep acting the way I've been acting without
raising dust.  Listen, the Devil is sad that his bids have fallen
so low and still no takers--they all say they can get it cheaper
on the Internet, and there he is standing out by the highway,
saying OK then, how about some lemonade? But no one believes in
it anymore.  The stars cough as they whirl, and I hold my breath
awhile then give it to the East so the sun can be blown a little
higher.  If it was up to me and my weak needs, I would stumble,
but Death is my companion, and he and his distant cousin Fun hold
me up to save me from falling to the Devil, who never gives up--
that's why they call him stupid and won't pick up the phone when
he calls.