ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS

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Sequence: 7

TRIPLE OUGHT
we have endured...


TURN OR BE TURNED
waking...


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I am...


WEAK
my ill-rising...


FIRST DAY OF SPRING A BLIZZARD VISITS US
this last snow's weight and power...


BOOK OF THE DAY
a version of no corrections...


SNOWFALL
a cancel of...


HERE, YOU
valley of the powerless...


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the minutes...


NOTES IN HIS OWN HAND
About the destroying condition....


NEIGHBORLY
our day...


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out of the door...


JUST BARELY
here it is difficult...


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quoted before I speak...


TRUE
time to notice...


POINT OUT
here is an impossibility...


COMPANY
there is a quiet before I speak...


HEARTENED
almost midnight...


IN PROCESS
giving thanks or sass...


CONTINUANCE
a face to look into for...


STRUGGLE TO UNDERSTAND
fresh tears...


PRAYER
heart made of dirt...


MONDAY
the call to remind me...


JUST LIKE ME
trying to move sideways...


HOW IT IS
the old smile...


THUNDERSTORM LIGHTNING FLASHES
the storm's welcome...


THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF AT LEAST ONE PERSON
a shell game in which...


FOR THOSE LYING WAKEFUL AS IT STORMS
thunder off in the distance...


4/22/96
press of rain...


CONSCIOUSNESS
what grabs it...


CLEAR DARK
there should be...


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see what...


START OF THE DAY
tight...


ADDRESSING YOU
if you are staring at me...


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the strange diction...


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3 a.m. an owl calls out...


WEATHER REPORT
showers and thundershowers...


NOTATION
I allow myself to be influenced. It is ...


WHEN YOU
arrive in ocean a wave arises inside you...


THEFT OF LINES FROM CERNUDA
Sleep...


10/20/96
my circles run through the woods...


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held up my empty secrets...


THE FEELING OF IT
North begins hereabouts...


TIME TO GO
winter light...


A PLACE
it closes to them...


CLOSING MY EYES
as I die...


STORY ABOUT SAFETY
the wind up...


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a voice in the room...


11/19/96
words rest...


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clouds form...


POEM OF SLEEP
sky mists...


MUSIC
a music that makes me...


WHEN I READ
I read to keep steady...


SOS
the page shifts no rest a sea...


NOW REMEMBERING
the rain cuts...


CARRIED
I give up on my fingers...


HAWK
strong hunter...


OVER AND OUT
crossing over the creek bed...

Listen!


EAST


East, innocence, enormous, a blush over half the sky.  Now that
we know the dryness of Death, does our knowledge have anything
left over for us?  Like a nectarine hidden in the tangled sha-
dows at the bottom of a ridge where everyone told us we would
come, dust-mouthed and anxious.  Death sits down to the table
with Fun, eating for those of us who wish to starve.  Shadows in
my head cool my thoughts down to their remnants, a useful char-
coal.  I am happy to serve Death dessert and to paint his toe-
nails afterwards. A heavy truck flies by me on the highway, its
rear end says East but it is headed the other way, a mystery, I
don't know the answer.  I wish my delirium had trousers it could
wear to go out in public without provoking comment, I wish the
police would add sheet to sheet till the paper evidence covered
it with discretion.  My bones are flutes all playing at once, my
record shows that I keep acting the way I've been acting without
raising dust.  Listen, the Devil is sad that his bids have fallen
so low and still no takers--they all say they can get it cheaper
on the Internet, and there he is standing out by the highway,
saying OK then, how about some lemonade? But no one believes in
it anymore.  The stars cough as they whirl, and I hold my breath
awhile then give it to the East so the sun can be blown a little
higher.  If it was up to me and my weak needs, I would stumble,
but Death is my companion, and he and his distant cousin Fun hold
me up to save me from falling to the Devil, who never gives up--
that's why they call him stupid and won't pick up the phone when
he calls.