ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS

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SPECULATION
the possession of life...


TO COUNT FOR WHAT
eyes scrape the borderland of no...


WHERE I AM/HAVE BEEN
our decisions are so small...


VIEW OF EARTH FROM MY HOUSE
stars out a light breeze...


MY FIRST LANGUAGE
alive in this time...


10/20/97
steadily consuming the purple-sweetness...


POSTCARD
I write to you from...


HERE
the beast and the waves...


LYRIC
moving through the dark...


APPLICATION
please send more poems...


IN THE DARK
friends the dark as much as you...


FOOTNOTE TO IN THE DARK
those who disappeared while still alive...


NOVEMBER
cold weather settles me...


WITHOUT CLOTHES
the right temperature for singing...


TO THE ASIAN MARKETS
we can be proud of our success...


3/1/98
the sunday walk a path...


REFUSAL TO MAKE MUSIC
I have lost my ears the silence is so large in them...


WEDNESDAY MORNING
with the sudden cold...


MY WINDOW
wonderful day...


untitled
sun flees we pursue...


MY WISHES
steady hand...


ON HIS WORK
bright from the roots...


THE LAST TIME I WAS AT YOUR HOUSE
while I snorted and rolled over...


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sun's careful stroking breaks the frost...


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there were some the wind dried some...


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sun slant the wind dies moist...


FOLLOWING
the laws of migration over the ground...


HOW IT HAS BEEN
half dark or near dark...


THE TASK
There is a god or goddess for first ...


THINGS THAT ARE AND ARE NOT POEMS
things that kill us...


FRAGMENT
Doesn't. And complies again, removes the robe, there is the soft...


DREAMED OF MY EX-WIFE
We were selling a house back to the couple we had bought it from....


GRUMBLE
no other life has been given me...


11/1/98
the world sleeps...


THEFT OF A LINE FROM LALIC
a weight of fire brought home...


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in another dream a pickled man...


AFTER HOURS
red flare west through the trees...


WHERE I STAND WITH HIM
a gift of storms bursts open...


DANCE OF LOVE
I couldn't touch the dancers' radiance...


DECEIVED MYSELF THINKING
of a poetry only...

WIND REMEMBER


the wind blowing the winter I was 11 is still blowing
it is not blowing here this is not the wind I remember
its cousin its niece or nephew maybe perhaps
an unacknowledged child that now bangs on my window
expecting recognition or just a little time to come in
but my door is shut against it I turn from the windows
I remember my wind I will have no other

it was so cold it damaged snow
it tore off a red piece of sunset and threw it away
it crawled under my hat and up my sleeves
everywhere it went it hummed to itself
while I listened to that freezing music
there in the attic the rafters and shingles
began to dance with each other
the furnace cleared its throat to be asked to join
but fire was the furthest thing from that wind
and all who danced with it

it has found in some arctic sea
one who truly loves it
it lives in happiness there where the night does not end
wind remember me!
I was smaller than you and warmly dressed
though not warmly enough
I loved being made cold because my heart beat faster
and I could take my cold feet
to the grate in the kitchen and stand there
till they told me not to hog the heat
and gave me potato soup and sandwiches