ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS
Sequence: 4
ME AND IT
I decide to set it aside for a few days
try not to think about it
but there it is again
I talk about it with others
we explore the meaning of it like a game
I grow weary of it
don't want it to be so much of my life
do it again speak of it again
I can remember when I first had it
before me or in me or however
you would say it
I can imagine a life where I never
would have thought of it in relation to me
peaceful in a way but also lacking something
and imagine too a time to come
when I no longer have anything to do with it
the whole thing just a memory
how I used to be when it drew me on