ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS

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FRESH START
the author of many leaves...


I ASK YOU
what I am about to do and what...


untitled
The work defines itself, pulls itself...


LARRY MILLER
when you call back there to order the flowers...


ADDENDUM TO LARRY MILLER
punched him in the stomach once...


MY FORTY-NINTH BIRTHDAY
the balance point between years...


THE DROUGHT
if the drought means anything we haven't been told...


I SPEND
hours alone with my books...


SO FAR AS I CAN
the trees at night stretch out...


ANGEL MOUND
stone spades hammers awls...


untitled
sleep drunk from a glass of sleep...


EAST
East, innocence, enormous, a blush over half the sky. Now that...


WHAT IS FUCKED UP ABOUT THIS
is a question that can be answered...


CAN'T STOP TALKING
sat so still you noticed...


SETTLEMENT
1....


PAUSE ON THE ROAD IN CUMBERLAND GAP TENNESSEE
It was speed, the technology of rapidity, that made the nation pos-...


ON THE STAIRS IN THE DARK
it is late to be starting again...


THREE SLEEPS
a sleep that wanders...


WINTER PRAISES
of abandoned nests...


untitled
what will always be true?...


KEEPING AT IT
I recite the alphabet in the traditional way...


TALKING TO THE STONES
I am living before you dissolve...


NOT LAMENTING
a lament I am forbidden to speak...


A:
I think it's that I always had the feeling that what is really true,...


HAVE COME HERE
even when I'm late...


THE DAY AFTER THE DAY AFTER
a place in the paperwork...


7/25/00
beetles crushed between my fingers...


MY CURRENT MOOD
certain observations have broken their heads...


STILL
making no effort if I can...


GOLDFINCH ON A WIRE
black line in his feet...


SUMMER PRAISES
the ground-filling rain...


LISTENING TO
the music that keeps me up late...


THE STONE BOAT
that sled of thick oak planks...


DISAPPOINTMENT
under the shade of the words I wrote...


AUGUST
the fields with their fine catch...


AT THE ENCORE CAFE
with your roast potatoes...


WANDERING POEM
on the road...


MY VACANCY
the old hours come back...


untitled
I protest...


8/3/01
when I go inside...


ONE MOTION
swifts of the city come and go...


THE YEAR OF MY ABSENCE
a number of stones under my feet...


REFUSAL
I am awake now...


11/26/01
in the dark before dawn the stars...


WINTER GENESIS I
mornings on this stone seat...


WINTER GENESIS II
under cold tree branches stacked stones outline...

HIS INTENTION


He left, lying where I would be sure to see it, a little written
thing--written by hand, some lines more legible than others, 
with crossouts or insertions, all the labor involved visible. It
thus gave an appearance of spontaneity, but it must have been 
one of those things that stay at the margins of thought for days,
the notion and the intention there but the words not ready. In
any case, I read, after a short introduction or set-up, these 
words: "I know him perfectly--E., I mean--but does he know me?
By making him act, think, feel, speak, do I reveal myself to 
him? I think not. I am the unknown condition that makes him
possible--perhaps even the unknowable one, since whatever 
conditions require us to exist do not reveal themselves. But I
shouldn't flatter myself as the only such condition for him. Not
only other conditions than the ones I set demand his appearance,
but lying behind the opaque smooth surface of necessity some
similar set of unknowables requires me, so I exist at the behest
my own mysterious requirements, one of which is perhaps to bring
about his existence. Maybe each of us has required the other. But 
to know one so well who remains ignorant of oneself! An irony or 
torment." This written in his usual jumbled script, the letters 
occasionally falling apart or crashing into each other. What was 
his intention in leaving it there?